Danielle

So its been waaaay too long since I've updated. Things are getting better! I've been working a lot which I love, I love being back at juicy. I even quit sgh because it was just too much to handle anymore. So I've been getting lots of hours at juicy and its great :)

I'm doing much better with the danny situation. We talked over the weekend, his moms heart failed sunday morning so he was in the hospital all day. She's okay now, home and resting he said. And he again apologized for what he did. Its hard, I want to forgive him but I can't allow myself to. If I do, I worry I'll put myself in the same shoes I was in two months ago, and I don't want that. I will always care about him, but I could never, ever trust or be with him again.

School is good, I'll be done in july and I can't wait! I hit senior theory last week and its much better then sitting in class being the only one answering questions. It makes time go by a lot faster, and its useful.

My cat is doing better too! He got his feeding tube out tonight and he's eating on his own and everything :) I would have been completely devistated to lose him.

Valentines day was hard this year, considering I should've been with danny. I went to charlotte's grandpa's service, it was beautiful to hear everyone talk about him. I only wish I had gotten to know him better then the one time I met him. I also dropped my phone in the toilet the night before and made a drunken fool out of myself, so I felt like shit all day. My blackberry still works, somewhat. The buttons stick sometimes and I lost the piece that covers the battery. Irene's boyfriend is hopefully going to swap it out for me, or I might just upgrade and get the palm, we'll see.

I need to start working out, I'm very unhappy with my body right now and I'm going to change things. Start eating better and working out, I need to start being happy and that's only going to start from the inside. I gave up soda (as well as shopping) for lent, so that's a start for the being healthier part :)

Well, I need to get some sleep, I've been exhausted lately and I work early again tomorrow. I'll try and update again soon!

Xoxo

i don't even remember the last time i wrote in this thing!!

lets see, things are going pretty well. i've been in cosmetology school for almost 8 months now. i looove it! but i can't wait to be done, i'm about halfway there so thats good news.

danny and i worked things out and got back together about two months ago. things are much better then they used to be, but we still have a lot to work on. the things i go through i never would with anyone else, but i'm so in love with him and he's so in love with me that we put up with each other. but i'm happy, he's really changed a lot compared to before.

i quit juicy back in may and have been at sunglass hut since then. it's an okay job, but i would love to get out of that stupid outlet mall. it's so annoying working there. i would love to get out of retail all together, but who knows where i would end up working.

hmm, not much else is going on i guess. all i do pretty much is work, school, and spend time with danny. my life is pretty boring, ha


buuuut here's a pitcure of us from a couple weeks ago :) after i had enjoyed my bottle of wine hahah

So I got a couple tattoos :)







I love them, they turned out amazing ♥

i love my life :]

despite coming home late (but being able to pull it off), and almost killing people..tonight was amazing :]

lorenzo is the best, what we have is so different then anything else i've been involved in, and i truly mean it. we're not all over each other at all times. we don't spend all our free time together. yet things still work. although im going to talk to him tomorrow when they come over for laguna night about having some sort of commiment. not that we have to be boyfriend/girlfriend, but at least the title that we're dating or together. i mean, everyone knows it anyways, we might as well just make it official, yah know? but he makes me smile, and for now thats good enough :]

i texted him last night saying "good night papi" (cause thats what i call him) and he texted me back saying "good night ma! sweet dreams" isn't he the cutest? :]

okay, im off to bed..g'night kids.

so im sitting at home, mad, because eric is at starbucks visiting lisha, and i have this feeling that lorenzo is with him, but i dont know for sure. eric told me that i should come and sit with him cause he's bored, so i was working on my homework and metioned it to my mom and she gave me this look. so i didn't even bother asking her once i finished my stuff. i hate being in high school. i hate being 17. i hate living with my parents. it blows.

im irritated now. its not like i'd even be gone that late. starbucks closes at like 10 anyways, and i'd come home and go to sleep. whatever, im mad. im just going to go blowdry my hair and straighten it and go to sleep. whats the point of me even being home? im sitting in my room, watching tv and on the computer, and my parents are in the living room watching tv together. its not like making me stay home will make me go spend time with them or anything. ugggh, i can't wait to move out. i think me and lisha need to start looking at apartments to move into.

okay, im gone now.

okay, so i suck at updates..but i've been busy.

school is alright. DRAMA as always, but i try to stay away from it as much as possible. me and megan have been getting really close, which makes me happy :] she's amazing and we have super convo's during english.

me and lisha are still together all the time :] its great. her and eric are doing really good, and im sort of dating one of his friends. i asked him (his name is lorenzo) what we were last night, and he said for right now we're just friends with benefits..but its obvious that we both have feelings for each other. friday night he got all mad cause i was out without him..and last night he said something that clearly made things obvious that we're "together" in a sense..so its cool :] he's not my type at all but i think thats what i like so much about him.

things are going wonderful right now. life is good. im having fun. isn't that what life is all about? :]

now, im going to take a nap and then do my homework later. sorry for the lack of updates, i've just been busy and im hardly home anymore. i promise i'll try to get better at updating :]

hope everyone had a wonderful weekend!

tomorrow is my 17th birthday :]

only one more year till im legallll.

i, danielle nicole pray, got my license today :]

Me and Char are amazing.

So Me and Char have provided some reasons as to why boys suck. so Boys, if you have an issue, feel free to email us, we're all about "talking things out." And Girls, feel free to add to it!

1. They call, but when they do, they leave these like lame messages, but usually because they're drunk and/or stoned.

2.They think that its okay to say things like "flava"...and they're white, and not that hott to begin with.

3.They say shit about missing you, yet don't make the effort to see you when given the chance.

4. They get jealous over little things, yet when you try to talk to them, they get all "you're getting too close, you're taking things to fast"

5.They think it's okay to call you gay, after you've hooked up with them, so that obviously makes them a girl then right?

6. It's okay for them to talk and hang out with other girls, but god forbid you're caught talking to another guy.

7. They want you to get along with their friends, but get super jealous when you actually get along with them.

8. They say they'll call you, and then casually "forget" or say they were too busy.

9. You call them, but then they get angry for calling at a "bad time"

10. It's okay for them to say that a girl's hott, but if you say one thing about a guy being even remotely cute, you get the cold shoulder the rest of the night

11. When they tell you to call them, and you do but they don't answer, they give you some lame excuse about why.

12. You constantly have to reassure them that you actually like them, and then when you ask if they like you, or what they like about you, they say "Don't think like that, of course I like you, I wouldn't be acting like this if I didn't"

13. They expect you to ditch your friends the second he wants to hang out, but they get so mad when you want him to ditch the boys for the night.

14.When you're alone they love macking and shit, but the second you guys get around people, they only want to hold your hand, or maybe kiss you on the cheek.

15. When they call you at 2 in the morning and ask "what are you doing?"

16. They say you're getting "too attached" when they've been calling and texting you alllll weekend.

17. They don't like being around you when you're intoxicated, but its okay for them to do it.

18. They hook up with you, and then tell your friends "she's not my type"

19. They can talk about all their ex's but the second you bring up one, they get all pissy.

20. When you break up they say "we can still be friends" but if they find out youre talking to another ex, they get mad.

21. They think it's not possible for you to have guy friends, that are Just Friends.

22. After hooking up, he tells people "i wasn't interested, just going along so i wouldn't hurt her feelings"

23. You hang out for like 2 weeks straight, and they promise to call you and talk to you when you leave, but are usually too busy, aka they're too drunk/stoned to answer, or they do, and acidentally hang up.

24. It's okay for them to look through your recent calls, texts, emails, myspace messages..but you're not allowed to touch his stuff at all.

25. They're allowed to drink/smoke as much as they want, but get pissed off when you get drunk/stoned.

26. You tell him or show him certain things with him promising not to say anything about it, but the minute he gets drunk with the guys he blabs about everything.

27. It's okay for him to be all touchy feely around your friends, but he wouldn't dare touch you around his, or he will, only to show them that he's "getting some action"

28. You don't talk to them for months, yet he'll still IM you saying "i miss you baby"

29. You don't talk for a few days, and you cleary had a much more than friends relationship, but when you bring up the issue about not talking he says "Don't say things like that, I've just been really busy, you know I would call you if I had time".

30. He only talks and sees you when its convinent for him.

31. He calls you "dude" even though, you're clearly a girl, and hes most definately taken full advantage of the fact that you are a girl.

And the Number one reason::

He tells the person at your school, most likely to tell the world, that you guys had sex, and says "Gay, my bad" like its no big thang.

Love you all.

D && Char

my super sweet sixteen is really addictive.

or maybe im just really bored.

six months today =( i can't believe its already been that long. not a day has passed that she hasn't been on my mind. i'll never forget her or the times we had together.
RIP beautiful, I'll always love you, and I know I'll see you again someday ♥
july/twentyseventh/nineteeneightynine - april/twentyfourth/twothousandfive

hey fuckers.

i got my permit =)

1 my ipod is my best friend
2 i hate the way people act
3 i DO NOT like freshmen, at all
4 homework is lammme
5 so are history projects
6 i dyed my hair on friday
7 now im a brunette
8 and i love it
9 i wanna go shopping
10 and get new clothes
11 i need a job, very badly
12 i wish i didn't have to go to school tomorrow
13 i wish it would be cold
14 because its way to friggin hott
15 i love the rain
16 but not too much of it
17 boys are lame
18 but i lovvvve timothy johnson :)
19 i want it to be christmas
20 and i wanna be a senior, 07 babeyyy


umm, yea. this would be me procrastinating on my history project.

im gunna go work on it.

kbye.

schedule for next year..
[[ 1 ]] [[ algebra two ]] [[ vansolkema (sp?) ]]
[[ 2 ]] [[ pe ]]
[[ 3 ]] [[ us history ]] [[ bauer ]]
[[ 4 ]] [[ asb ]] [[ mckinney ]]
[[ 5 ]] [[ fashion merchandising ]] [[ mcbride ]]
[[ 6 ]] [[ english ]] [[ villa ]]

i have the H O T T E S T english teacher, oh man. he's gorgeous.
im excited. i only have two text books, for 1st and 3rd, haha.

yea, well thats all.

peace nukkas.

RIP Brittany.
It's been one month since you left us.
One month since our worlds turned upside down.
Everyone misses you.
Everyone loves you.
Please know that we would give anything to you have back.
Please know I never meant the things I said.
Please know you mean so much to me.
Please know you'll forever be a part of me.

Brittany Star Curcio.
July 27th, 1989 - April 24th, 2005.

Keep flying with the angels...♥

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